Organization: Whores D'oeuvres E-Mail Address: kathyjo@telerama.lm.com World Without End I. 1945: the bomb had been dropped from discussion. Uncle Sam stepped out of the posters and appeared at county fairs wearing stilts so high he couldn't hear a thing. Citizen surveillance was inevitable. There were rumors of miracle machines, mighty in their minute sizes. Robots would replace men. Appliances would replace women. Deserts would bloom, we'd put a man on the moon, there'd be no more disease, all our time free to spend with our families. Television was inevitable. Sex could be trusted to pick up where the war left off. The girls were back in the kitchen wearing aprons pressed with sizzling irons of immaculate boredom. The boys took their victories back to factories the girls had run. Increased productivity was inevitable. Thanks to modern anesthetics and twilight labor girls became Mommies as painlessly as boys had always become Daddies. Daddy had his Cuban cigars and cocky smile until he came home from work and had to feed baby his bottle while Mommy talked on the phone. Corner bars were inevitable. II. Daddy started making home movies ~ like someday he'd need proof, evidence, of what, he'd never know. The bar of hot lights needed to film Junior's first Christmas made baby cry and Mommy yelled. Daddy was always too close, out of focus, never in any of the movies. He operated the projector, but when everyone was sleeping he played the movies backwards *suddenly he's wearing a smoking jacket, holding a brandy snifter. He's blowing smoke rings into the polluted Pittsburgh night, waiting for some broad* reminder of the president he was supposed to be. He gave at the office, leaving little time for home movies, but he bought a new Super-8 camera. The film moved so fast, he could shoot with only the light of birthday candles, five of them, at a party for their youngest about to start kindergarten. Mommy cried because she wanted another baby something to hold and Daddy saw it all through one zooming eye. By the time the kids are teen-agers, movies will talk. He'll have had enough. copyright 1994 kathy jo kramer all rights reserved and shit